Thursday, June 16, 2011

Jump

I realize today that I have family, friends, my team, and God to catch me if I fall.

They are there, but they can't catch me before I fall. And they won't have to if I fly.

There is no chance I can fly instead of fall, if I never jump.

Today, I choose to Jump.

If I fall it won't be because someone pushed me or I walked away. 

It will be because I gave it everything I had, and God had a different plan for me.

If that happens, I have the support to climb back up.

Today, I choose to Jump.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Even in Australia

It has been a bloody difficult week!
I got a sale monday morning, spiked a fever at lunch, went home early.
I stayed home tuesday. Lost the sale from monday. And recovered from what was most likely food poisoning.
Wednesday I made 2 sales. Both of which cancelled with in minutes of being made.
Thursday I didn't get a sale. It was an empty difficult day.
Friday I didn't sale. I was way down on myself. I met some very nice people who fed me spaghetti and let me hang out for a couple hours. New friends for life. Definitely a blessing.
I also had a bawl-fest with my team leader in his car after lunch. Told him all my worries and concerns and we tried to think around and find some options.
I took saturday off and got my car checked. My front brakes are done for. $495 is the estimate. Blech.
I met with some other people that I met to hear more about AdvoCare. I am going to start as a distributor on the side and see what happens. It's huge and I'm excited about it. But let me learn more, before I fill you all in!
I came home and napped. We went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner. And PeachWave yogurt place after. We = Vanessa, Shawn, Patrick, Chase and I.
Shawn and I came home and watched the Justin Bieber movie. I don't love his songs but I really like the kid.
Today was church. I enjoyed Sacrament and started to feel peace. Talked with my parents to gain some direction. Went and met with the Bishop for some council, guidance, direction and a blessing. I didn't actually know they could just give you one by themselves on the spot. It was much needed and appreciated. I'm finally feeling some peace and I think I will just take one day at a time and make it through at least the end of June before I run away from this big scary place with lots of mean people. :/

I accept all forms of love and well wishes. Especially prayers and angels sent my way. I love you all.